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Hey everyone! So it’s been a while since I’ve been on this thing and since I’m like never on it, there is a possibility that I’ll just end up deleting it sooner or later.
If I know you or you feel the need to follow me I have made an Instagram and have Kik.
Btw Marilyn Monroe didn't say that quote. It's a fake quote
Um well whoever you are, idk what your talking about and you can come off anon cuz that just goes to show your scared and looking for trouble. Just saying. If you wanna talk, you can messages as we’ll talk.
Did I mess this up…
Well here we go again. I try to stay away from you, but I only fall back. Why can’t I just stay away?! You hurt me. I hurt you. I’m trying to move on but I can’t. We’ve talked non stop for the past 2 days… WHAT’S WRONG WITH ME!?!?!? I’m with someone else but does it go to show that we really were meant for one another? You know just as well as I do that we can’t stay away from one another. I maybe able to put on a happy face and make it seem like everything’s okay but it’s not. You’ll be deploying and were am I left? He won’t care. He’ll just be upset that I’m upset. I’ll end up crying my eyes out. What can I do.. What should I do… I’ve tried to ignore you but it obviously doesn’t work. I only hurt inside when I don’t talk to you. You drive me up a wall and I would love to beat the holy hell out of you sometimes but you’re mine. We’ve shared too much with each other that I can’t get rid of. Why me… Just why… :’(
For those few that read this, I am no longer a military girlfriend. This decision has been mutual between the two of us and the two of us are still going to be the best of friends. I can’t say that I’m upset because I just totally lost feelings for him but I still love him to death. I have informed the other guy who I like and he is giving me the space I need for the fact of that matter being I’m not with my best friend. The two of us decided not to give anything back to each other since we are still best friends but have agreed to give each other some space. Just like he said ‘It seems like when I go left you go right; and when I go right you go left. When we meet in the middle, nothing’s there anymore.’ He’s still my best friend and I love him dearly. I always will and that’s not going to change. Will I always have feeling for him, yes.. I mean he was my first love. But do we know that it’s impossible for us to be together, not really. Maybe sometime after he’s done with the Army but most likely not. We are better off as friends who tell each other everything and anything. I know if I need something I can always go to him and he knows if he needs anything that he can come to me. Sometimes that’s just the way things have to be.
George Strait for president!